C'mon u Coward!Stop acting trying to be"nice"infront of everyone.Trying to helped?u're making it worse

3more weeks,IA ends

Im so tired.
I hate to be sick!C'MON haze shoo away pls!making me so miserable!):
ok im so random,.HAHA
OMG I MISS MY CLIQUES!!!I MISS VB TRAINING,VB MATES!
Attachment cant meet them anymore,SOOO DAMM HARD!!
Lesser Shopping with my girls):lesser entertainment frm all of those guys!C'mon meet up soon!
I WANT ! I WANT! I WANT!
Photos
Woohoo Canon is my partner^^
Happy Anniversary to both IDIOT'S (:

Clarke QuayByee!

Yea!off day!

Haze is driving me CRAZY!ok short post.Finding the senior staffs there are getting better.

Had so much fun with them.no joke no joke.Cant believe im now saying my IA job not bad!!

In the First few weeks.i feel my this attachment sucks ttm.hate it so much.Thinking now,i feel so fun n learn so much things.Im glad i learn smth during my Attahcment.Think there's 3weeks plus to go.Times Flies whenver u had so much fun.

Photosps la~SOOOOOOOOOO zilian!!OMG!LOL!!

IM REALLY DAM FK UP WITH MY LIFE.SERIOUSLY fk IT!
Yeswhat u said to me are all right.
Im a failure,negative thinker,so yea all bad things alwsys fall on me.i dont knw y.admit that i loves to think alot.i dont knw whats the use y i think alot.
Like i Said.Studies.Ok fine cant go up an level.so let it be.cant do anything.Im alrd thinking next year,so hoping to take Sports course next year.I wanna start acheiving study up frm there n get into poly.But im so Negative thinking.Even basic like cant even think positively.Next time whenever what i do not smoothly?ya the ans is an YES.I just trying,really tried to think postively is so dam hard.my brain mindset cant even so called*jie kai*.how am i gng to study the course i want.i seriously cant even tihnk on my own & just wana make a big fuss & stress up myself like an idiot.whats the point.sigh i dont really knw what to do.):

Today off.tmr working again.sigh
My hp bill fk knn.i didnt use anything.bill cost like 126.knn
Frm tmr onwards.have to eat lesser.spend lesser.everyting lesser

Ytd lots of things came through my mind.Thks mum.seriously she helped me alot.sigh shdnt everyday quarrel with her.what a failure,useless daughter she have.im gonna change better to show that i care her more frm today onwards.i wanna be a fillial daughter where i last time used to be.lesser rebelious frm now on.i wanna start a new fresh year again for next year.Study hard n get into a Sports course.Achieve what i want for sports.Dontt even dare to think next down years my life will be.Just wanna step step improving.Step by step getting better.Hope what i said today.I must do it.

Happy Anniversary to me n alien eye on the last saturday 16/10

Early Birdie today!wokeup online.listen songs.preparing to go to Work soon.

Dont understand how i feel.i only just putting lots of effort to make a thing.But u like sua sua one.U said is an minor matter,to me is not at all.always say tmr will be better.ur head.I dont wanna say out bcos things will only making worse.Dont say i blame u.is u nv put in effort on this ********.i dont expect nice things frm u.If u wanna think that im those "kind"of person in ur imagination.Let it be.i dont wish to say much to u.ltr u "lecture"again.i know my attitude sucks,anything fk up.if u cant tolerate.i nth to say.

Rewinding back the past where we"ll in pri sch which the 5 of us always tgt for years:

Jasmine,Peihan,Yuhuan, n Xq.n ME!!AHHAAH

Meet up,chit chatted etc.Looks,hairstyle,before n after changes.imagine how nerd i am in pri sch.am fk funny.Jasmine Oh story is the best!TEETH!!LOL.think back i feel im so like an Idiot.LOL!starting talking abt u like me i like u so on..confusing ourselves up which class last time we are in.LOL!endless talk ytd.OK hmm forgotten what i did this past few days.SHIT!STM?ohmygosh!

fK LA DAM FKING STRESS!made that handmade stuff end up like shit,dam dulan can!photos printed out cause so many prob!trying to do the best but not the thing i expected outcome!plus that person still dont understand how i feel,yet asking me must say out whats the problem.is a must to say out?cant u find out urself?must i say it so straightforward?fk fk fk! this coming Saturday right!

ney ney!PHOTOS IN!>>

Oh gosh!6 years ago post where we took new-print.LOL!!!now is back!!HAHA

FINALLY TODAY IS MY OFF DAY!YIPPI YA YA!
ONE WORD ALWAYS CAME INTO MY MIND WHEN I WAS WORKING "BEAR"for this 6 more weeks.
C'mon Xiuting!1week plus already.bear with it!say time will pass fast during work!hope so!i dont wan to work there anymore.but everything have no choice.));off days is for me to have ENJOY!

Out with Alien Freak!

IKEA=>Pool=>Henderson Wave=>CommonWealth=>HOMED!