I REALLY LOVES VB):but just in a life time,just bcos of my selfishness.Everything changed):

im selfish.im speechlesss.im uselss.im really wish to say out tong ku)))):
sigh i really doesnt meant that to happened at all.
watching them tgt.im really delighted.im really hope just to be with them,bond closed with them.really hard.toally feel awkward.Yes,i did i changes alot.really regretted what i did a big mistakes that i ever made.friendship?vb?LAST YEAR Seriously fml can.Really hurts,feeeling so miserable.Lots of bad stuff falling onto me.Seriously i hatred myself.i made a wrong mistake and make everyone change a impression on me.,i seriously what i did for the last yr past few months.really feel like rewinding back n made the right choice.everything now shld be stable.think so?,is different.just bcos of minor quarrel with *****.i gave up everything.including vb!I really wans to go trng,trying to..but really hard to step in where everyone will see my face changes.jus make my tears drop down whenever what happen last year.i toally cant face them,i dont knw what to ans them back.I REALLY CANT..im not purposely.im sorry.really sorry.i promised myself to change n think carefully what i did regretted thing.Im not regretted joining vb.IM SO DAM HAPPY.think back is really funny,fun joy,entertainment.Without this past few year when with ur,i dont knw what am i a person now.without mentality thinking?

Ijust want now my life to make no regrets. jus to play vb well.i dont wan to make mistake repeatedly again!)):