Friday, October 29, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
3more weeks,IA ends
Clarke Quay
Byee!
Im so tired.
I hate to be sick!C'MON haze shoo away pls!making me so miserable!):
ok im so random,.HAHA
OMG I MISS MY CLIQUES!!!I MISS VB TRAINING,VB MATES!
Attachment cant meet them anymore,SOOO DAMM HARD!!
Lesser Shopping with my girls):lesser entertainment frm all of those guys!C'mon meet up soon!
I WANT ! I WANT! I WANT!
Photos
Woohoo Canon is my partner^^
Happy Anniversary to both IDIOT'S (:
I hate to be sick!C'MON haze shoo away pls!making me so miserable!):
ok im so random,.HAHA
OMG I MISS MY CLIQUES!!!I MISS VB TRAINING,VB MATES!
Attachment cant meet them anymore,SOOO DAMM HARD!!
Lesser Shopping with my girls):lesser entertainment frm all of those guys!C'mon meet up soon!
I WANT ! I WANT! I WANT!
Photos
Woohoo Canon is my partner^^
Happy Anniversary to both IDIOT'S (:
Clarke QuayByee!Friday, October 22, 2010
Yea!off day!
Haze is driving me CRAZY!ok short post.Finding the senior staffs there are getting better.
Had so much fun with them.no joke no joke.Cant believe im now saying my IA job not bad!!
In the First few weeks.i feel my this attachment sucks ttm.hate it so much.Thinking now,i feel so fun n learn so much things.Im glad i learn smth during my Attahcment.Think there's 3weeks plus to go.Times Flies whenver u had so much fun.
Photos
ps la~SOOOOOOOOOO zilian!!OMG!LOL!!
ps la~SOOOOOOOOOO zilian!!OMG!LOL!!
Thursday, October 21, 2010
IM REALLY DAM FK UP WITH MY LIFE.SERIOUSLY fk IT!
Yeswhat u said to me are all right.
Im a failure,negative thinker,so yea all bad things alwsys fall on me.i dont knw y.admit that i loves to think alot.i dont knw whats the use y i think alot.
Like i Said.Studies.Ok fine cant go up an level.so let it be.cant do anything.Im alrd thinking next year,so hoping to take Sports course next year.I wanna start acheiving study up frm there n get into poly.But im so Negative thinking.Even basic like cant even think positively.Next time whenever what i do not smoothly?ya the ans is an YES.I just trying,really tried to think postively is so dam hard.my brain mindset cant even so called*jie kai*.how am i gng to study the course i want.i seriously cant even tihnk on my own & just wana make a big fuss & stress up myself like an idiot.whats the point.sigh i dont really knw what to do.):
Yeswhat u said to me are all right.
Im a failure,negative thinker,so yea all bad things alwsys fall on me.i dont knw y.admit that i loves to think alot.i dont knw whats the use y i think alot.
Like i Said.Studies.Ok fine cant go up an level.so let it be.cant do anything.Im alrd thinking next year,so hoping to take Sports course next year.I wanna start acheiving study up frm there n get into poly.But im so Negative thinking.Even basic like cant even think positively.Next time whenever what i do not smoothly?ya the ans is an YES.I just trying,really tried to think postively is so dam hard.my brain mindset cant even so called*jie kai*.how am i gng to study the course i want.i seriously cant even tihnk on my own & just wana make a big fuss & stress up myself like an idiot.whats the point.sigh i dont really knw what to do.):
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Today off.tmr working again.sigh
My hp bill fk knn.i didnt use anything.bill cost like 126.knn
Frm tmr onwards.have to eat lesser.spend lesser.everyting lesser
Ytd lots of things came through my mind.Thks mum.seriously she helped me alot.sigh shdnt everyday quarrel with her.what a failure,useless daughter she have.im gonna change better to show that i care her more frm today onwards.i wanna be a fillial daughter where i last time used to be.lesser rebelious frm now on.i wanna start a new fresh year again for next year.Study hard n get into a Sports course.Achieve what i want for sports.Dontt even dare to think next down years my life will be.Just wanna step step improving.Step by step getting better.Hope what i said today.I must do it.
Happy Anniversary to me n alien eye on the last saturday 16/10
My hp bill fk knn.i didnt use anything.bill cost like 126.knn
Frm tmr onwards.have to eat lesser.spend lesser.everyting lesser
Ytd lots of things came through my mind.Thks mum.seriously she helped me alot.sigh shdnt everyday quarrel with her.what a failure,useless daughter she have.im gonna change better to show that i care her more frm today onwards.i wanna be a fillial daughter where i last time used to be.lesser rebelious frm now on.i wanna start a new fresh year again for next year.Study hard n get into a Sports course.Achieve what i want for sports.Dontt even dare to think next down years my life will be.Just wanna step step improving.Step by step getting better.Hope what i said today.I must do it.
Happy Anniversary to me n alien eye on the last saturday 16/10
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Early Birdie today!wokeup online.listen songs.preparing to go to Work soon.
Dont understand how i feel.i only just putting lots of effort to make a thing.But u like sua sua one.U said is an minor matter,to me is not at all.always say tmr will be better.ur head.I dont wanna say out bcos things will only making worse.Dont say i blame u.is u nv put in effort on this ********.i dont expect nice things frm u.If u wanna think that im those "kind"of person in ur imagination.Let it be.i dont wish to say much to u.ltr u "lecture"again.i know my attitude sucks,anything fk up.if u cant tolerate.i nth to say.
Dont understand how i feel.i only just putting lots of effort to make a thing.But u like sua sua one.U said is an minor matter,to me is not at all.always say tmr will be better.ur head.I dont wanna say out bcos things will only making worse.Dont say i blame u.is u nv put in effort on this ********.i dont expect nice things frm u.If u wanna think that im those "kind"of person in ur imagination.Let it be.i dont wish to say much to u.ltr u "lecture"again.i know my attitude sucks,anything fk up.if u cant tolerate.i nth to say.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Rewinding back the past where we"ll in pri sch which the 5 of us always tgt for years:
fK LA DAM FKING STRESS!made that handmade stuff end up like shit,dam dulan can!photos printed out cause so many prob!trying to do the best but not the thing i expected outcome!plus that person still dont understand how i feel,yet asking me must say out whats the problem.is a must to say out?cant u find out urself?must i say it so straightforward?fk fk fk! this coming Saturday right!
Jasmine,Peihan,Yuhuan, n Xq.n ME!!AHHAAH
Meet up,chit chatted etc.Looks,hairstyle,before n after changes.imagine how nerd i am in pri sch.am fk funny.Jasmine Oh story is the best!TEETH!!LOL.think back i feel im so like an Idiot.LOL!starting talking abt u like me i like u so on..confusing ourselves up which class last time we are in.LOL!endless talk ytd.OK hmm forgotten what i did this past few days.SHIT!STM?ohmygosh!
fK LA DAM FKING STRESS!made that handmade stuff end up like shit,dam dulan can!photos printed out cause so many prob!trying to do the best but not the thing i expected outcome!plus that person still dont understand how i feel,yet asking me must say out whats the problem.is a must to say out?cant u find out urself?must i say it so straightforward?fk fk fk! this coming Saturday right!
ney ney!PHOTOS IN!>>
Oh gosh!6 years ago post where we took new-print.LOL!!!now is back!!HAHA
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
FINALLY TODAY IS MY OFF DAY!YIPPI YA YA!
ONE WORD ALWAYS CAME INTO MY MIND WHEN I WAS WORKING "BEAR"for this 6 more weeks.
C'mon Xiuting!1week plus already.bear with it!say time will pass fast during work!hope so!i dont wan to work there anymore.but everything have no choice.));off days is for me to have ENJOY!
ONE WORD ALWAYS CAME INTO MY MIND WHEN I WAS WORKING "BEAR"for this 6 more weeks.
C'mon Xiuting!1week plus already.bear with it!say time will pass fast during work!hope so!i dont wan to work there anymore.but everything have no choice.));off days is for me to have ENJOY!
Out with Alien Freak!
IKEA=>Pool=>Henderson Wave=>CommonWealth=>HOMED!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
4TH DAY WORKING AT KIDDY PALACE 
THATS MY 2 MONTH ATTACHMENT!!):
Today is just my 4th day of WOrk.So far not bad.as like pple say.Do ur own stuff.dont kpo so much of other pple stuff.nth will happen.Learned lots of Stuff.eg stock take,display toys accordingly in nice display etc.But everyday still have to write what i have learned.LOL!ok nth much to post.Just came back from work.Bath n then TO MY WONDERLAND!!BYE EVERYONE!(:
Monday, September 27, 2010
I REALLY LOVES VB):but just in a life time,just bcos of my selfishness.Everything changed):
im selfish.im speechlesss.im uselss.im really wish to say out tong ku)))):
sigh i really doesnt meant that to happened at all.
watching them tgt.im really delighted.im really hope just to be with them,bond closed with them.really hard.toally feel awkward.Yes,i did i changes alot.really regretted what i did a big mistakes that i ever made.friendship?vb?LAST YEAR Seriously fml can.Really hurts,feeeling so miserable.Lots of bad stuff falling onto me.Seriously i hatred myself.i made a wrong mistake and make everyone change a impression on me.,i seriously what i did for the last yr past few months.really feel like rewinding back n made the right choice.everything now shld be stable.think so?,is different.just bcos of minor quarrel with *****.i gave up everything.including vb!I really wans to go trng,trying to..but really hard to step in where everyone will see my face changes.jus make my tears drop down whenever what happen last year.i toally cant face them,i dont knw what to ans them back.I REALLY CANT..im not purposely.im sorry.really sorry.i promised myself to change n think carefully what i did regretted thing.Im not regretted joining vb.IM SO DAM HAPPY.think back is really funny,fun joy,entertainment.Without this past few year when with ur,i dont knw what am i a person now.without mentality thinking?
Ijust want now my life to make no regrets. jus to play vb well.i dont wan to make mistake repeatedly again!)):
im selfish.im speechlesss.im uselss.im really wish to say out tong ku)))):
sigh i really doesnt meant that to happened at all.
watching them tgt.im really delighted.im really hope just to be with them,bond closed with them.really hard.toally feel awkward.Yes,i did i changes alot.really regretted what i did a big mistakes that i ever made.friendship?vb?LAST YEAR Seriously fml can.Really hurts,feeeling so miserable.Lots of bad stuff falling onto me.Seriously i hatred myself.i made a wrong mistake and make everyone change a impression on me.,i seriously what i did for the last yr past few months.really feel like rewinding back n made the right choice.everything now shld be stable.think so?,is different.just bcos of minor quarrel with *****.i gave up everything.including vb!I really wans to go trng,trying to..but really hard to step in where everyone will see my face changes.jus make my tears drop down whenever what happen last year.i toally cant face them,i dont knw what to ans them back.I REALLY CANT..im not purposely.im sorry.really sorry.i promised myself to change n think carefully what i did regretted thing.Im not regretted joining vb.IM SO DAM HAPPY.think back is really funny,fun joy,entertainment.Without this past few year when with ur,i dont knw what am i a person now.without mentality thinking?
Ijust want now my life to make no regrets. jus to play vb well.i dont wan to make mistake repeatedly again!)):
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Went out to buy Working stuff with ZH & Bren.Bought a dress,jeans,polo tee.Say bye to my 50 bucks):seriously im broke.
Have Fun in Xiamen to J,Shawn,Eugene for this 2 weeks.
Attachment days is geeting closer):Cant enjoy so much as last time.sigh.WORK WORK WORK!Abit Afraid thats i do something wrong during work.ok nth to post much.
Duatao!
Feeling so down now.dont knw why.u said i pissed.but im not.im just all of a sudden thinking,2months cant enjoy with u so much,afraid im getting further with u.i wanna handmade something nice for u,money cant buy anything,especially love.No matter how broke i am,loves to spend $$ without thinking.I jus wanna make something for u special..Hope i can do this in time to give u?JUST BECAUSE OF ATTACHMENT CRASH EVERYTHING THAT I WANNA DO! first time putting in effort in doing something to u.Will treasure the times with u.Ok i think im just random speaking up my mind that whyi feel so emotional easily.Seriously im nuts.100% NUTS!Readers who read my blog will gurantee this person is NUTS!(:but i doesnt care,i just feel so much better now.(:i love the way i am.
Have Fun in Xiamen to J,Shawn,Eugene for this 2 weeks.
Attachment days is geeting closer):Cant enjoy so much as last time.sigh.WORK WORK WORK!Abit Afraid thats i do something wrong during work.ok nth to post much.
Duatao! Feeling so down now.dont knw why.u said i pissed.but im not.im just all of a sudden thinking,2months cant enjoy with u so much,afraid im getting further with u.i wanna handmade something nice for u,money cant buy anything,especially love.No matter how broke i am,loves to spend $$ without thinking.I jus wanna make something for u special..Hope i can do this in time to give u?JUST BECAUSE OF ATTACHMENT CRASH EVERYTHING THAT I WANNA DO! first time putting in effort in doing something to u.Will treasure the times with u.Ok i think im just random speaking up my mind that whyi feel so emotional easily.Seriously im nuts.100% NUTS!Readers who read my blog will gurantee this person is NUTS!(:but i doesnt care,i just feel so much better now.(:i love the way i am.
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